It is bitter sweet. I feel like a kid whose parents sat him down and told him he's moving far away. The fun times he has with his friends are all tinged with sadness. It is like hanging out with makes him miss them.
I went to a roller derby this weekend with BFF team and some other teachers from my school. We had a good time and laughed a lot, but it was like I was watching myself in a memory sometime in the future.
I moved a lot when I was a kid. I went to four different elementary schools in my six years of elementary school. The good always came with the bad.
I do enjoy new adventures, but right now my future is just unknown. I am struggling with this.
I want to enjoy this time. I am in a positive situation right now, and I would hate to spoil it by looking at the glass as half empty.